Thursday, October 05, 2006
wow, i effectively jinxed myself.
my camera is broken
my phone is broken
why is it that everything ALWAYS screws up on me?
this is getting so depressing.
i think im almost ready to drown myself in self-pity.
i try- i am trying to be strong and be positive,
but honestly, it's getting too damn hard,
sure, these are but material goods yada yada
but it's so fucking inconvenient,
like me not being able to get my bank account and thus not getting a cellphone contract,
and thus having to spend more on my bills now.
it's always waiting for this and waiting for that.
i am so fucking sick of waiting!!!!!
might be going back to singapore for christmas,
except i can't seem to find a relatively cheap flight.
been seeing zoltan a lot recently.
his actions/words confuses me.
he's so sweet and caring and always such a gentleman,
he's everything i thought i wanted, but somehow it feels like something's not quite right.
we'll see.
i don't think i know what i want anyways
wai * 11:02 AM *